So I now how have my new job and I have to admit, it's not what I originally thought it would be. But everyday I'm loving it more and more. I'm learning to do new things and even if they seem like they are mundane, they are important to make sure that we are absolute best that we can be. Now, I just need to find another job to help support myself.
Life has been super weird recently. I am trying to get over this break-up that ended badly. It's just so hurtful to know that he didn't care about me or about our relationship. That I was basically nothing to him. Just someone to be with until someone better comes along. And I absolutely hate this! He's out there being with the girl he cheated on me with while I'm stuck being alone. That is not the way it should work. He cheated, he was wrong, he hurt me and yet he's the one who is so happy in a new relationship. I know that this may sound selfish, but what about me?! In this scenario shouldn't I be the one who actually gets to be happy?! I just wonder when it'll be my turn. I've seen all my friends get married and be happy and I just wonder when it'll be the one to actually get what I want.
On a more different note, I have decided to finally pursue my dream. Currently, I've been working on one "iten" and have started another. I also have a third one that I'm going to start soon. But the first one is nearly finished and ready to be sent off. Hopefully it'll go well!!! I'll keep you posted!!
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